Since I have gotten back from Denmark, I have been waking up pretty early. On an average I have been getting up at 5:00 am and being real hungry! Been back in training, so I should be tired enough to sleep through the night. But I just still can't seem to shake off the waking up at 5! Today I got up and had some breakfast and wasn't sure if I should go back to bed, but then I started watching a movie on the cable. And here I am a couple of hours later gonna have to get ready for the morning run! The thing is I was asked to fight on the April show, but my opponent turned me down and then I couldn't get on the show! I was getting real serious too, my training was going great. I was really intent on doing it, but I guess it happens a lot. I always get called in the last second and then against obscure opponents? But that is OK, it is the reason I always have to train so that I am always ready. It just makes it so much more easy, when you have a couple of months to prepare for something. The dedication is so more intense, and the end result is also so much better. Damn shame about this fight. I am still gonna train for it, I mean you never know what might happen from now until then...I guess that gives me some time to enjoy the Hanami season.
今日も時差でなんか早く起きちゃった。。。デンマークから帰ってきてから毎朝５時に起きて腹が減っている、それでいつも何かを食べてまたベッドに入って寝ていたけど。今日は朝から面白い映画はやっていたのでそれを見ていたら、もうこんな時間になってしまった。あれ？コウイチ君と走る時間じゃないか？もう行かなきゃ、それはそれでいいですけどひょっとしたら４月に試合が出来るかもの話はこの二週間前からありましたので僕は毎日３回練習していました。しかし、昨日でその話は飛んでしまった。相手は断ったと説明されただけです。まーやるならやるでいいけどそのモードに一回させてからこだわるのは本当に腹立つ！今まで何回もそれがあったので本当にいやです。それはいろいろがあるかも分からないけど、毎回僕はすべてをかけているのでその気持ちを分かってもらいたいです。気持ちを切り替えて次に向かうしかないです、コウイチだって待っているし早く行かない間に合わない。何よりもこれで小事さんと花見が出来るのでいいです！
