I don't know what to say...

I just got back to my hotel, but it all feels wrong. I should be full of bruises and tired, in stead I just have a mayor tear in my groin muscle. I need some more time to think about what went wrong, but first of all I would like to say that I am sorry for the performance tonight! It took me by surprise...

残念って言う言葉は足りないです。今回はいきなりの筋肉だんれつで終わってしまった！本当に久しぶりに悔しい経験をしてしまった、これ以上に書く前にはもう少し時間をください。何よりも自分に対して何を感じればいいのか分からないです。。。